Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Hectic Life Part 1
Hari Khamis lepas,Vermillion on air kat XFM dalam persekitaran 9 malam.Punyalah menggeletaq kepala lutut ngan bibir tak tahu nak cakap pa dah kat microphone panjang tue.Hoho!Tapi so far so good dan disebabkan Shac mempunyai muka yang garang,aku cair sekejap melihat muka dia dengan penuh blur. (Skang nie tengah kushuk dengar lagu Ghost Of You,My Chemical Romance.Lama gila tak dengar!) Ada sorang tue kata suara aku kedengaran seperti mahu menangis tapi yang sebenarnya aku menggigil dengan tak terkata.Tak tahu nak cakap apa.So apa yang aku cakap tue semuanya terkeluar dari otak minda aku sendiri.Hahaha!Masa nie aku kusut pasal rambut aku sendiri frizzy macam orang gila.Aku tak suka sikat rambut aku sebenarnya.Dan kepada sesiapa yang teringin nak jadi DJ radio,silalah berfikiran 50 kali untuk mendapat jawatan itu kerana dari apa yang aku tengok,adalah sangat membosankan.Hehehe!Lepas kitorang dah habis disoal jawab,kami semua gerak ke area Bandar Kinrara dan makan kat Matsirat. (Kenapa dengan nama Matsirat?) Tapi nasi goreng cendawan kat sana memang sangat sedap.Aku nak makan lagi arr kat sana.
Lepas tue aku,Ben ngan Hazim gerak pi Pakli di seksyen 7,Shah Alam.Jumpa sama Abby dan juga Nizam,Pron dan juga Zombi.Lama juga tak lepak ngan diorang.Seperti biasa kami semua borak kosong dan juga gelak tawa tak ingat dunia.Lagi-lagi aku yang memang suka gelak all the way.Kalau nak record video atau papepun,janganlah bagi kat aku.Gerenti pecah gegendang telinga korang dengar aku gelak ja.Hoho!And then Abby ajak lepak kat Barra pasai Pak Li tutup awal at that time.So kami semua pun berhijrah ke sana dan meet up some Shah Alam friends include Emy,Johan,Lan and Shah.Lepak ngan diorang nie terasa macam back to 5-6 years ago where i used to hangout with the scooterist everyday till we see the sunlight,tik tok on the clock! (Achee,teringat lagu Kesha.) Hehe!Ouh yeah,sampai kat seksyen 3 kat McD,i met Ferdaus.Warghhh!Angau untuk sementara kerana mukanya kelihatan garang dan juga dia bawa kereta Kelisa.Awww!Aku cair bila nampak lelaki dengan membawa kereta Kelisa.Ntah tak tahu kenapa dengan aku.Aku lepak ngan dia sampai pukul 11 pagi kalau tak silap aku.Dia hantar aku balik and then sambung tidur sampailah pukul 2 petang,bangun secara terkejut dengar ringtone message aku lagu Tik Tok.Hehe!
Gila whey,aku sebenarnya ada rehearsal kat KL Live dalam pukul 6 camtue.Aku gerak dalam pukul 4 petang with Abby.Aku ingat dia nak hantar aku ke monorail pasal lagi senang.Lagipun masa tue ada PC Fair,gerenti kota raya tengah busy gila.Dah lerr kami ngam-ngam sampai sana,semua orang dari office kluaq.Hadoih,salah timing pula datang sana.Stuck in a jam kira-kira dalam sejam lebih juga arr.Nasib baik aku teman dia.Tapi kesian dalam masa yang sama sebab all the way,dia sorang je yang drive.Kalaulah aku boleh drive,dah lama dah aku bawa kereta dia.Memang tadahal arr.Dia pun dah banyak tolong aku.Nak tolong dia memang lagi tadahal punyalah :) Sampai kat KL Live dalam 6 lebih begitu.Nasib baik masa tue ada orang tengah soundcheck lagi.So memang ada masa untuk aku practice lagu yang patut main untuk esoknya.Nervous sungguh aku pada masa tue.Sekali lagi kat atas stage,kepala lutut dan tangan menggigil dengan teruk.Haha!Esoknya tue agaknya macam mana?
To be continued...
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Nerves
James Morrison - Wonderful World
I've been down so low
People look at me and they know
They can tell something is wrong
Like I don't belong
Staring through a window
Standing outside, they're just too happy to care tonight
I want to be like them
But I'll mess it up again
I tripped on my way in
And got kicked outside, everybody saw...
And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
Sometimes I feel so full of love
It just comes spilling out
It's uncomfortable to see
I give it away so easily
But if I had someone I would do anything
I'd never, never, ever let you feel alone
I won't I won't leave you, on your own
But who am I to dream?
Dreams are for fools, they let you down...
And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
And I wish that I could make it better
I'd give anything for you to call me, or maybe just a little letter
Oh, we could start again
And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
And I know that it's a wonderful world
I can't feel it right now
I got all the right clothes to wear
I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
And I know that it's a wonderful world
When you're with me
I've been down so low
People look at me and they know
They can tell something is wrong
Like I don't belong
Staring through a window
Standing outside, they're just too happy to care tonight
I want to be like them
But I'll mess it up again
I tripped on my way in
And got kicked outside, everybody saw...
And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
Sometimes I feel so full of love
It just comes spilling out
It's uncomfortable to see
I give it away so easily
But if I had someone I would do anything
I'd never, never, ever let you feel alone
I won't I won't leave you, on your own
But who am I to dream?
Dreams are for fools, they let you down...
And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
And I wish that I could make it better
I'd give anything for you to call me, or maybe just a little letter
Oh, we could start again
And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
And I know that it's a wonderful world
I can't feel it right now
I got all the right clothes to wear
I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
And I know that it's a wonderful world
When you're with me
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
To You,For You
Dashboard Confessional - For You To Notice
I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head.
where I would impress you with every single word I said.
Would come out insightful, or brave, or smooth, or charming.
and you'd want to call me...
And I would be there every time you'd need me.
I'd be there every time...
But for now I'll look so longingly,
Waiting...
For you to want me.
For you to need me.
For you to notice me...
I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head.
where I would impress you with every single word I said.
Would come out insightful, or brave, or smooth, or charming.
and you'd want to call me...
And I would be there every time you'd need me.
I'd be there every time...
Waiting...
For you to want me.
Tepung + Lecak + Sos Tomato = Giggles!
Life have never been thisssss good! *gelak besar*
Last Sunday,masa nie sebenarnya Wawan tak dijangka langsung akan ditepung oleh kami semua.
This time is not about depression or whatsoever!Aku sayangkan kengkawan aku sesangat! :)
Aku dalam kebebasan yang teramat.Dalam keadaan begini,i wanna keep myself busy with them.
Selain tue,aku akan usahakan diri aku untuk selalu berpikiran positive dalam apa jua yang berlaku.
Malaih nak doq pikiaq semak-samun,pening naa dibuatnya.
Akan tetapi kita nie tetap manusia biasa yang sentiasa akan menghadapi ujian dari-Nya.
Redah saja semua tue dengan penuh kesabaran,jangan sesekali kita lari dari masalah.
[ photos below ]
Shah Alam Seksyen 7 with Wawan,Jimmy,Adrian,KD,Nazrol,Joe,Bai,NazaLast Sunday,masa nie sebenarnya Wawan tak dijangka langsung akan ditepung oleh kami semua.
Tapi aku tak sempat nak pi campak atau membaling tepung bersama Jimmy,Naza,KD.
Sebab masa tue aku hanya mengelirukan keadaan bersama Bai.Ngee...
Yang jadi mastermind semua nie KD tak silap aku.Hahaha!
Lepas nie turn aku pula yang kena pasai birthday pun makin dekat dah nie.Demm!
Terpaksalah aku menyediakan sehelai dua baju dalam beg nanti.
Thanks to Nazrol for the pictures,sayang sekali kau tak dapat join kami melompat tang sana sini.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Tue Diaaa...Dah Mai Daa...
Tawar pun ada juga terasa tapi entahlah,kali nie aku tetiba terasa macam sangat lonely.
Dah lama juga aku tak lepak ngan kawan aku sorang nie,selalunya aku ngan dia je pergi kuar sesama.
Skang nie she's back with her boyfriend dan aku sangat terasa macam dia dilekat oleh orang tue.
Aku sendiri tak berani untuk mengatakan semua nie.
Tapi walau camna pun,aku hanya mampu doakan dia bahagia dengan hidup dia.
At least she is happy with her life,im fine with it :)
Anyway,harinie seperti biasalah - Online sampai lebam.
Cuma petang sket tue Azwar ajak aku kuar with his friend ke Hartamas,dia mau rasa indomee burger.
And then,went home and online lagi sampai sekarang nie.
Lately aku banyak makan juga.Sampaikan nasi lemak ayam berempah pun aku boleh makan sampai licin.
Selalunya isi ayam tue aku akan bagi kat kucing aku tapi kali nie memang aku tak bagi chance langsung!
*currently listening to Glen Hansard - Falling Slowly*
What i wanted.
What i want.
What i need...
And this is just the beginning.
I don't want to look behind and let the past passing by.
I don't want to be sad just because of me.
I don't want any sympathy because of myself.
And this feeling i have right now,i hate it the most.
Loneliness,get away from me!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
You Did It Again
Glen Hansard - Falling Slowly :
Dan semenjak aku dengar lagu nie for the first time,aku sudah jadi addicted sama sekarang.
Tidak sengajanya,aku sebenarnya mengalami keadaan seperti lagu ini.
Stereophonics - Maybe Tomorrow :
Dengan situasi aku yang tengah sakit dan selalu sangat memikir.
Lagu nie buat aku rasa semangat sedikit untuk aku go on dengan life aku.
Darkest Hour - Tranquil :
Lagu metal pertama yang betul-betul buat diri aku rasa besi!Ngaahaha!
Kaskade - 4AM :
Siapa kata aku tak dengar trance?Inilah lagu yang selalu aku dengar bila dapat ilham :)
Tiap kali tengah edit gambar/melukis,lagu nie jadi inspirasi aku.*Berangan*
Trapt - Echo :
Bila dengar,seakan-akannya terasa macam melayang-layang dengar effect echo tue.
Dengan lirik yang tak berapa typical sangat dan sangat bermakna.
Silverchair - Miss You Love :
" I'm not,not sure.Not too sure how it feels to handle everyday.And i miss you,love.
I love the way you love but i hate the way i'm suppose to love you back. "
Dan semenjak aku dengar lagu nie for the first time,aku sudah jadi addicted sama sekarang.
Tidak sengajanya,aku sebenarnya mengalami keadaan seperti lagu ini.
Stereophonics - Maybe Tomorrow :
Dengan situasi aku yang tengah sakit dan selalu sangat memikir.
Lagu nie buat aku rasa semangat sedikit untuk aku go on dengan life aku.
Darkest Hour - Tranquil :
Lagu metal pertama yang betul-betul buat diri aku rasa besi!Ngaahaha!
Kaskade - 4AM :
Siapa kata aku tak dengar trance?Inilah lagu yang selalu aku dengar bila dapat ilham :)
Tiap kali tengah edit gambar/melukis,lagu nie jadi inspirasi aku.*Berangan*
Trapt - Echo :
Bila dengar,seakan-akannya terasa macam melayang-layang dengar effect echo tue.
Dengan lirik yang tak berapa typical sangat dan sangat bermakna.
Silverchair - Miss You Love :
" I'm not,not sure.Not too sure how it feels to handle everyday.And i miss you,love.
I love the way you love but i hate the way i'm suppose to love you back. "
Monday, November 23, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
Blank And Empty
Like what a friend said to me,
"You're such a simple person outside but yet inside yourself,you are such a puzzling person that i have ever met."
Split personality?Inside me?Yes,that is exactly TRUE!
Sorang pun tak tahu diri aku yang sebenarnya,hanya tuhan sahaja yang tahu :)
Sorang pun tak tahu diri aku yang sebenarnya,hanya tuhan sahaja yang tahu :)
Buat masa ini,aku menolak ramai orang kerananya..?
Aku masih rasa takut dan tak bersedia lagi.
Dan aku tak jumpa lagi orang yang betul-betul sayangkan aku dengan apa yang aku ada.
Lagipun,aku masih muda lagi,babe!Nak kata lonesome syndrome tue,i'm not in that situation.
After what happened to me before this,aku terasa hati aku nie agak keras untuk menerima seseorang.
WES ada girlfriend sebenarnya.
Dalam masa yang sama,dia sangat sukakan aku semenjak first time jumpa aku last 7 years ago.
Dia berumur 18 dan aku pula masa tue 13 tahun,aku sangat mentah masa tue.Takut wheyy!
Aku taknak kisah lama terjadi kat aku balik macam tahun lepas,cukup sudah aku terluka!
Sebaliknya,aku minat benar dengan seorang lelaki nie.
Dia simple orangnya,very down-to-earth.
Like my type : TINGGI + CUTE + DREAMY EYES *walaupun bukan sebenarnya*
I think i knew that he knows about this.I don't wanna know about it.I don't wanna give high hopes on him.
But i hope he knows how i feel about him.Oh how i wish he know how i feel about him...
This is the song that i never get bored listens to :
GLEN HANSARD & MARKETA INGLOVA - FALLING SLOWLY
* gotta tell you the truth thou,this is a story of myself *
I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
WOW!
LOUD AND PROUD!
Satu page kat sebelah kiri dan juga hujung sebelah kanan adalah hasil kerja aku sendiri.
Tanpa pertolongan Abby,takkan adanya lighting kat dalam gambar Ajim nie.
TERIMA KASIH! :)
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Thursday, November 05, 2009
Hyeee Wes!
Oliver Goodwill.His EYES especially makes me go gaga-drools.Muka pun agak garang.Aku suka dengan lelaki kelihatan garang,mata kuyu.Dari dulu lagi memang aku suka dengan ciri-ciri begitu.Haha!Tapi when it comes to love,i'm not that picky actually but after what happened to me previously,i should be more extra careful about being in a relationship.Thanks to him,i am much more stronger than before.The experiences makes me not to think merepek merapu.And some more,i have to move along.I have great friends who always makes me on the go.Yeah,there is up and there is down.It's how you handle all these matters.Demm.Semalam lepak Hartamas Square,sempena Abby belanja Angah makan for his belated-birthday.Depa cari makanan,sementara aku tengah doq jaga table sambil usha handphone aku.Suddenly,ada sorang mamat hensom ala-ala Wes Borland zaman Limp Bizkit,doq sebelah aku dan minta num phone aku.Kenapa aku?Itu dalam pikiran aku buat masa tue.Rupanya Rafiq,a friend of mine for 7 years tapi tak pernah lepak minum sekali sesama.Haha!How weird is that eyy?Dulu dia kerja kat Extreme,Sungei Wang.Bila aku lalu depan kedai tue je,gerenti aku tunggu dia sampai dia nampak aku pastu aku lambai kat dia and then blah cenggitu.Haha!I was so shy to see his face it's because i've been admiring him for like,7 years until now?This is way crazier than ever when he told me that he have been admiring me eversince the first day he saw me in the bus that we're riding.How could i be with him when i was 13 and he was 18?Gosh,can't stop smiling after he told me all of this!But then again,he's happy with his girlfriend and i am happy that i'm still keeping in touch with him till now.Terasa macam nak buat drama pasal nie semua pun menarik gak.Hehehehe!Monday, November 02, 2009
Hura Huru
Went to HURUHARA last saturday,i bumped to Gee.
Agak lama juga tak lepak ngan dia and talked about some other things with him.
Hehe.Anyway,my weekend was a blast!Having too much fun with my girls.
Karaoke-ing with the other 6 PEOPLE inside a car!Thank you for making my day.
* I didn't sleep for like a whole day,but still going strong with them.They make me happy! *
I am having a great time with life which is getting better than ever.
Monday, October 26, 2009
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